I have come to the realisation that...
Arre is never coming back.
A logical realisation I should have made a long time ago but I didn't want to.
The girl that he is going to marry , she has the same disease as him . I'm sure that makes him have great sympathy for her.
And he seems to love her kid like one of his own.
She wouldn't have gotten to him if he didn't left me first, but it's too late now to fix it.
I been chasing a boat long gone.
I'll guess I'll have to wait and see if someone new comes along , because let's be honest I don't see anything with Harry lasting.
Harry is the kind of man that will trade you in the wink of an eye.
I'll just have to wait , and try again to not fuck it up , but after all this time I kinda of lost the hope of finding a new love. Which doesn't surprise me as Arre rathers being with a woman double my age , in a wheelchair and 100 times my non existent wrinkles than with me.
It never finishes to sink in .
I can't believe I lost him and I can't believe everything that happened.
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