It doesn't just hurt that they leave you.
It hurts that they don't need you.
How easily they leave , how easily they lied to you.
Then they act like you were nothing like they never knew you or like you were something they regret.
Arre says I'm psycho , I bet that's what he tells her about me.
Ok ! Go ahead and tell them I was "Psycho" , but tell them the things you promised me , tell them how I had a smile in my face the whole time , tell them how much I love you and how I would do anything for you , tell them about how I was weak and you used me and now you can't even look at me in the face.
Tell them how you wrecked me , tell them all , not just what helps you sleep at night.
It hurt how you aren't worth anything to them , and you thought you were important to them.
It hurts to know how your best was never enough for them to stay.
Doing your best to keep them even knowing that you are a garbage of a human being , but thinking they'll understand.
They always remember the one thing you failed at.
Maybe I overstimated my best and was never good enough.
I tried.
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