I want to go back to when we were all friends and even if we wasn't we still could have a nice time.
When things were easy and no one expected anything from me.
When I was happy...well I wasn't always happy in my childhood.
I was a pretty confused child , but things were so much better than now.
Everything was simpler , you "loved" your bf and he "loved" you back , and you could hold hands all day long without anyone wondering what your bra size was.
Your parents were never dissapointed , they were just happy that you knew the capitols of the countries. Just thinking about it puts a grin on my face.
Back then I didn't even know that anxiety was a thing , didn't care abou my grades and never imagined that one day I would care so much about what I look like.
If you told me as a kid that someone would cut their veins to die or starve themselves , that would have sound ridiculous to me and I would have told you that you were crazy haha
I had people that would ignore me back then and marginalise me , but I would ignore it and not give a fuck about them .
Maybe I'm just more worn out and able to understand what I didn't then...
I just wanna be small and thoughtless again.
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