Harry

Harry , that's how we'll call him.
He wants to get back with me , suddently he is coming up with all this settling down and all this things , and I don't know why.

The guy says that he loves me and that he got feelings for me since he met me and that they didn't went away.
I don't believe him at all , not even a little bit .

He loves me he says , HA...

When Arre said it , I believed it , i was innocent and gullible , i had hope and shinny eyes.
But I'm not new on this I know now.

Just because someone says they love you doesn't mean they do.

Besides I know for a fact that he doesn't love me.

I met him a two years ,not long ago after Arre left me .We went on a date and that was it , he stopped replying to my texts , he got back with his ex and just stopped replying to me and didn't tell me anything . That was in new years eve , so I even thought something happened to him.

He would go out with a few girls and then when they left him chat to me after he apologized and all that.

Just recently he dated someone else and she broke with him , so like always he came to chat to me. Everyone just uses me as an emergency pillar.

After knowing this , you can see how I have very clear that he doesn't love me and is just using me to not be alone .
Probably why he is going into "Settle down panic mode" after seing they all leave him.

I "accepted" going out with him , but i been avoiding meeting him.

One side of me tells me this could be my only chance , but another very big freaking side of me feels really tired and like I can't do this.

I feel like there is just so much dissapointment I can handle , you know ?