I tried to make knew friends but everyone hates me.
They make me feel like i'm in the way.
I have a facebook that goes practically ignored despite having so many facebook "friends" , and everytime I have tried in real life people have been nice to me to my face , I make sure I get their facebooks but then they never talk to me , and trying to add them or messaging them always feel stupid because they always ignore me.
They don't have to say it , I get it ! They don't want to hang out with me, the only people who ever reply are those who live miles and miles away where they don't have to see my face.
And if someone ever asks me how I am I say I am fine because I don't want people's simpathy .
I don't want people's condescendency , I don't want to feel even more pathetic.
Getting my messages ignored just makes me feel sorry , I bothered them.
I am sorry for always being in the way , I am sorry for existing.
And I'm sorry to the people that have to tolerate me face to face , specially my dad.
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